Rest In Peace Sweetheart

Such a brave little ten year old. I love you and will miss you sweetie.
Xi'an born February 8th, 1999 ~ August 15th, 2009


My love to your mom, Holly, sister Tori, dad Aicel, grandparents Vicky and Bob. I'm so sorry.



July 2008. The last time we were together at the Waffle House in Austin, TX. We had just picked up the girls at the airport. Xi'an, Holly, and Tori. Ice and I were on the other side of the booth acting silly. We had fun... they ordered everything on the menu, then we sang on the way back to the house. Of course I sat in the back seat of the car with the girls and acted like a kid ~ but they love that.





THIS IS FOR YOU XI'AN .... YOUR FAVORITE VIDEO.

Oldies But Goodies

Damn I love music. (Why did I give my iPod away?) It says what we think and in a rhythmical way. I love to play the piano and sing. I also play the fife, yes you read it right.
I wish I was so high right now that I could really just lose myself in music the way I did when my friends and I would get a pound of weed, smoke our brains out and just get so into music there was nothing else in the world that mattered. What the musician was saying to us... that was our bible. I long for those days. Those days when we laughed until we cried and stayed together for entire weeks at a time. We had a special bond that has never been broken. I have been friends with these people since I was six years old. Guys you could sleep with, I mean sleep not sex and never had to worry about being taken advantage of, brothers. We had our own cocoon no one could penetrate it. Family, extended family. Closer than blood... family.